Menace To Society Pt 1

And I'm not talking about the movie.

Last night I had a nightmare. Not those where monsters chase you, but the type that makes you see your life being smashed into pieces. I've never been happier to wake up and face reality. The whole day, however, I was haunted by this dream but in other forms. I started to think really deeply about what the dream meant and where my worries comes from and I came to a conclusion.

I was walking in the city with my two best friends. I don't really remember how but we got into a fight with a group of guys passing by and one of my friends hands me a gun and tells me to shoot somebody's leg. I raise the gun and pull the trigger. I hit an unknown man in the chest. He slowly falls down and dies.

I have no regrets, I don't feel anything. Fast forward and I am sitting in court deciding not to explain my actions but simply to apologize for them and take my punishment. Later on I am being sentenced to two years in jail.

I am actually looking forward for it, thinking about what a great experience it will be and how it will inspire me in my writing. Take me to jail, I'd love it.

But wait, this is a night mare. I am feeling a huge amount of pain in my chest. In my mind and values, nothing I have done is wrong and I am just following a path that I know will lead me to greater knowledge and experience. But something is so earth shattering wrong that I break down. I literally break down and can't breath. I wake up and I feel it is too good to be true so I confirm it was a dream. Boy was I glad it was...

I am leaving something out, I have to admit. There is one thing I am not telling and I will get to that.

This whole day I felt like a menace to society, or at least I was afraid of being perceived as one. And I had to interpret this dream. Thankfully, I am smarter then average and even though I haven't read anything about dream interpretations, I know it is a deep subconscious thing and I am also very educated in the knowledge that the subconscious mind thinks in terms of symbols.

I will not get deep into how I interpreted it but rather assume that whoever reads this, trusts my knowledge in this.

To be Continued...